Carl, DONT GIVE UP, I see people literally EVERY DAY that have given up and they DIE, then I see people who suffer through the pain with a positive attitude and are going to spend many more Christmas's with their family. I know you are in pain big guy, nobody here can really relate to the stuff you are going through and we know that but we are all a big family and we think of you as family. If you need any help you can always call myself, Bryan, Lucas, Heath, or anyone else who has had the pleasure to hang out with you and your family.
And to Kim, you are a strong person as is Carl, we know you are going through just as much emotionally as Carl is, you just have to be the strong one unfortunately. You are working, taking care of Carl, and trying to keep it together for your family while watching the big guy get sick, you are our HERO Kim. I see sick people every day and it bothers me and I cant even imagine how it is to be the one to look at it in your own home at the man you love. Hang in there, BE STRONG, it is hard I know. If you need anything you CALL US, if you cant reach us call one of the other guys, we will all help you guys through this, you are family. If you just want to talk, call myself or Shyann if you want to "girl talk " lol, we can do at least that for you Kim.